Sitting alone after a long time..!!
Rather sitting with myself with no predefined issue to think about..!!
What do I have today??
Whom do I have today??
Where do I stand today??
Where am I going today??
What the fuck??!!
Nothing, no one, nowhere, don't know????
What will I have tomorrow??
Who will be my side tomorrow??
Where will I stand tomorrow??
Where will I be going tomorrow??
No clues??!!! Will I achieve all I desire?? All I deserve?? What the heck am have been doing till now??
Did I urge for the wrong things??
Did I trust the wrong people??
Did I choose the wrong place??
Did I walk on the wrong path??
I have been giving my best to deliver for everything, everyone, everything, everywhere.. But still today I sit here empty handed, empty heart, clue less, direction less..!!???
What have I done?? Was I wrong in my efforts anywhere?? Was I less for everyone I tried to make happy?? Did I care less?? Did I?? What was wrong?? Why did do all these?? Am I a fool?? Why do I feel all these?? Was I wrong from the first place?? Then why did it feel true every second, every effort, every dream??!!
Was it all fake??
Is it??!!
